Showing posts with label my gummybear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my gummybear. Show all posts

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Post # 19-Everything happens for a reason

Hello guys..do u mish meh??

Biasalah saya ni selalu macam tu iklan biscuit chipsmore.."kejap ada kejap teda". Mood utk berblogging semakin kureng sejak akhir-akhir ni sampai ada satu masa tu mau saja saya deactivate ni blog sebab ada "stalker yang tdk berhemah" selalu pi bagi komen-komen yang lebih berunsur kepada penghinaan serta tuduhan yg tidak masuk akal...bukan setakat disini tapi di fesbuk saya pun itu "munyit" pi hentam.She or he was being a coward...hiding behind someone's nick name.  Sebab tu lah setiap kali mau buat new entry terpaksa mau berfikir dua-tiga kali .Kalo sa femes teda apa juga..ni setakat blogger makan pagi kais pagi,makan petang kais petang pun kena hentam juga...HAIZZZ!!

Ok, enough with the "stupid stalker" stories. Ehemmm you guys still remember kah my last entry pasal yang Yes or No tu??. Firstly, THANK YOU very very much for all your support and sweet comments. it's means a lot to me. I'm not sure if it was the right decision but i finally decided to give "us" a second chance.pls pray for us :-) I know that God never gives us more than we can handle...sometimes, we can't see that trial can lead to something good! so i always think positive and believe that everything happens for a reason.





Thursday, 26 April 2012

Post # 18 - Yes or No?

After a few days of silence, He sent me a text saying...........

Swty...everyone deserves a second chance.We both went through many obstacles together...so please be patient with me. 


p/s.......
hmmm what should i do??



Friday, 20 April 2012

Post # 17 -Dilemma :-(

I don’t know if I should. He treats me wonderful, but the spark for him is just gone....

Lord...When we're uncertain, You're our hope. Amen!!
(Psalm 42:5)




Saturday, 24 March 2012

Post # 14 - My Bf Showed off his New Haircut :)

This morning i got MMS from ma Bf...cisss ingatkan apa rupa2 dia mau kasi tengok dia punya new haircut. Well bf...i know u reading my blog ..memang ko terus nampak muda 5 tahun dari umur ko sekarang (nah saya kasi upgrade 5 tahun saja) kalo lebih daripada tu..maknanya inda ikhlas sudah tu hahaha.

Saya ingat mau kasi upload tu gambar sini tapi balik2 sudah kena warning ...dia tdk mau jadi femes disini..(atekei perasan kama).

Bah mau pi lunch dulu ...kelaparan sudah ni. bye bye for now.

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Thank You LOVE! :)

Dear Sweetyyyyyyyy,

Words cannot express how much your friendship means to me. 
You have always found the time to cheer me up via calls... messages, and chat lines.

You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that.
I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will see each other and I can't wait.

Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I need you. Whenever I am down, I can think of you and it seems to work. Thank you.

Before you came along, I use to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty.
You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it.

know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you.
No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you. 


Love always,

XOXOXO

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

I wrote this 4 U!

Really hate this kind of feeling..i can't help it..its like a feeling  of missing something urghhhhhhhh. I would never wish this kind of pain on anyone .i've hinted that i dnt really need to hear this kind of stuff, so im kind of feeling like a little ____(fill in the blank)

Frustation.. anger..confusion...all of them not just select of few..i have it in my mindset that i can..this feeling is very hard to control or describe..because im not sure of it yet.hmm that sucks!

Huh! i dun want to think about it anymore...i just want to feel peace..im just not sure how much longer i can go on living like this..and im not sure what to do for the best.



Tuesday, 5 April 2011

I dedicated this song for him


Someone who is one of the most important people in my life...............happy listening guys!